Lovepoems

Eternal Appeal:
Things that truly please our mind n heart
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the things that have eternal appeal:
Soul and the matters linked to it,
Smile,
Kindness,
Beauty,
Energetic, high spirited demeanour ( in all situations),
Ability to give/ make sacrifice when required (like a mother),
Discipline (like a clock),
Hardworker (like an ant),
Powerful speech,
Balanced judgement everytime,
And of course ……..Poetry!!!

Patthar Ya Bhagwan

Meera huyi diwani pyar mein krishan ke,
Mein bhi pagal tere pyar mein hua,
Usne bhajan ga kar pukara kishan ko,
Kavita likh kar tujh pe nisaar mein hua!

Amar ho gayi wo apne pyar mein jaise,
Tere pyar ke naam pe mar jaoonga mein,
Ishq ki baazi har eik pathar se,
Use bhagwan kar jaoonga mein!!!







Mile na Mile

Na jayengi is dil se yadein teri,
Itna rach-bas gayi ho is dil mein tum,
Bahut zor lagaya bhool jaoon tumhe mein,
Par utna zyada yaad aati ho tum!

Eik atoot hissa ban gayi ho,
Meri hasti aur hasraton ki,
Milo na milo, meri ho gayi ho,
Mere saath hi dafnayi jaogi is dil mein tum!

Ganimat hogi agar kabr mein bhi,
Aaram karne dein tumhari ye yadein,
Jee uthegi mere se pehle qyamat mein,
Zilaya khuda ne jab, pehle hi jaan jaogi tum!!!

Dua Bichudne Ki

Na milna tera dil tod gaya magar,
Bichudna tera bhi dua se kam nahi,
Zannat mil jaati zahaan mein tumse par,
Berukhi mili to bhi koi gam nahi!

Zo yadein tadpati hain har pal teri,
Mil jati tu, to ye jati kahan,
Sapno main karte kaise batein pyari-2,
Tum mil jati to toot jata kya inka dam nahi?

Aansuon ko niklane ki zagah kaise milti,
Dil ki dhadkan dagmagati kahan,
Bhagwan ko bar-2 ulahna dete kaise,
Har pal hamein yaad aata yam nahi!!!


Jhalak

Aap apni raah chalte gaye,
Is dil ki aah se bekhabar,
Kabhi to dekh lete palat kar,
O mere hasin dilbar!

Zindagi luta raha hai,
Koi tere ishq mein,
Eik jhalak dede apni thodi si,
Na chahein ke tu hamein pyar kar!!!






Talaash
Pathar-dil O mehbooba meri,
Kya dhoondh rahi ho tum kitaabon mein,
Eik paagal aawara diwaana tera,
Tujhe dhoondhta rehta hai khawabon mein!












Aas

Bhag rahi ho jis zannat ke liye,
Din-raat jis daulat ki talaash mein,
Who heere-jawaharat chupe hain yahan,
Ishq aur mohabat ke paas mein!

Lut jayega tera khazana-e-zindagi,
Is betuki si daud mein,
Tanha dum tod raha hai yeh masoom dil,
Tere lautane ki aas mein!!!






Khoobsurti

Tere husan ka jaadoo,
Is qadar chaya hai,
Jise bhi dekhta huun,
Tera roop hi nazar aaya hai,
Aankhon mein bas gayi,
Hai tasvir teri kuch aisi,
Har insan mein humne,
Khuda hi ko paya hai!!!







AARJOO

Zidhar dekhoon,
Eik tu hi tu hai,
Rubru tujhe miluun,
Isi ki aarjoo hai,
Khoobsurti saare zamaane ki,
Tujh mein hi chayi hai,
Zahan tujh se hi hai,
Sab taraph teri hi guft-gu hai!!!







CHAHAT

Sagar na mile to kya,
Aasma door hai to kya,
Eik boond hi kaphi hogi,
Is zami ka sath nibhane ko,

Paane ki chahat nahi,
Eik didar hi kaphi hoga,
Zi bhar ke dekh luun eik bar,
Itna tohfa-e-pyar hi kaphi hoga!!!






MAZBOORIYAN

Zamaane guzar gaye,
Intezaar mein par ,
Rutba-e-haqiqi ki,
Dooriyan kam na huyi!

Badi ummidon se milne keliye,
Tarase eik arse tak,
Par kaya karein laachar hum,
Tanha ye mazbooriyan kam na huyi!!!






RUKTI SAANSEN

Zakham-e-zudai badhta gaya,
Aur hum phir bhi muskrate rahe,
Tere eik dars ke liye hum biraanon mein,
Saans apne aage badhate rahe!!!










Tere Ishq ki Mehfil

Wo pehla nasha,
Teri eik jhalak ki kashish,
Mera magroor ye dil,
Nasha be-inteha-utre bhi to kaise?

Saaki ne pilayi aankhon se,
Un aankhon ne chura liya mera jahan,
Wo pehli nazar ki payas bequabo,
Ye payas bujhe bhi to kaise?

Zindagi bhar ki tadap,
Aur yaaron ki rang-e-mehfil,
Bhatakta ye sharabi teri rahon mein,
Meri mehfil saze bhi to kaise?

Jaam-pe-jaam chal rahe hain,
Aankhon ke quayal bhi kam nahin hain,
Dam ghutne laga hai is bhir mein mera,
Tu kahin nazar aaye bhi to kaise???













KAASH

Kaash mein bhi koi khushnasib hota,
Teri yaadon mein yun na tanha khota,
Aaj itna bewas na hua hota,
Teri baahon mein khoya hota!

Log mujhe shayr-o-poet keh majaq na karte,
Tere khyalon mein itna pareshan na hota,
Maznu sa mera haal na hua hota,
Bechaini-bhari needein na soya hota!

Jeene ki man mein aas hoti,
Meri saanson mein teri saans hoti,
Merre man mein tera sakoon hota,
Khoon-e-zigar se aankhon ko dhoya na hota!

Aar mujhe mazboor hona ho tha,
Tujhe bhi zindagi mein aana hi tha,
Kaash mein tujhse rubru na hua hota,
Is dil ko teri aankhon mein duboya na hota!

Jawani eik afsana-e-dard na hoti,
Husan itna badnaam na hota,
Pyar ko uski manzil mili hoti,
Tanhayi ka khanzar mujhe chubhoya na hota!

Kaash ye zindagi itni zyada na hoti,
Pal-pal ki maut nasib mein likhi na hoti,
Tere milne ki mujhe aas na hoti,
Mera zahan teri zudai mein gameen na hota!!!


HAQ

Kya haq hai mujhe pyar zatane ka,
Na hi hai tere qarib aane ka,
Thukraya hua huun apni kismet se,
Kya kasoor hai is zamane ka!

Zamaana to eik bazaar hai,
Yahan hota har qadam vyapaar hai,
Bikti hain kismatein taraazuon mein,
Paasa padta hai haisiyat milaane ka!

Mohabbat ko kisne dekha hai,
Hota hai iske naam par hamesha dhoka,
Phir bhi jaane kyun tadap raha huun aaj talak,
Mein kyon kayal huun teri baahon ka!?!
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Jaane-Jaana

Jaane kya hai teri surat mein,
Hazaaron baar dekhta huun,
Dil bharta phir bhi nahin,
Jaane kyon ye pyas bujhti hi nahin!

Kabhi teri aankhon mein dekhoon,
Kya hai inki gehraiyon mein,
Kabhi tere hothon ko dekhoon,
Inki kashish kabhi kam hoti hi nahin!

Teri zulphon ki angraiyon mein,
Anjaane hi kho jata huun mein,
Tere gaalon ki lalima ka nazaara,
Ghayal karne se chukta hi nahin!

Teri aagosh mein kho jaane ko,
Dil yeh hamesha tadpata rehta hai,
Tere komal badan ko chuune ki,
Tammana kabhi thamti hi nahin!!!
******











Nidra-swapn

Raat tum sapne mein phir aayi,
Uthne ka dil na kare ab,
Aankhon mein baithi hai teri tasvir,
Zindai dekhne ki ruuh nahin ab!

Subah huyi, duniya jagi,
Mera man sota rehna chahe,
Sapne mein tere saath guzre palon ko,
Baar-baar dekhne ka dil kare ab!

Wahi chehra, wohi shokhi,
Wahi mand-mand muskaan,
Meri wahi tere qareeb baithne ki chahat,
Ghayal kar gayi neend mein ab!!!
*******

TADPAN

Teri yaadon ke silsile,
Uphanate samandar ka sailaab,
Baha le zaye baar-baar,
Mein eik tinka be-sahara!

Teri khoobsurat yadein,
Eik hasin khwaab,
Bhatkaya inteha is man ko,
Mein eik aashiq awaara!

Teri who madhosh hasi,
Muskaan laajwab,
Khush karti is dil ko aaj bhi,
Mein eik akela saiyaara!

Who masti bhara lehza tera,
Aur nakhra behisaab,
Rang bhar de zindagi ke,
Mein eik toota hua dil-taara!

Marne de ya kuchh saans baksh de,
Ye hai tera intekhab,
Nazrein bichhaye baitha hun teri raah mein,
Mein masoom tere ishq ka maara!!!
*******







KAVI n GAYANI

Dil todkar mehbooba guftgu-e-ishq mein,
Hamein KAVI batlayi diye,

Chotein khayi mehfil-e-duniye mein, To GAYANI dikhlayi diye,

Tinka bhar na thi haqiquat hamari,

Kisine pyar se pukara yuun hi, Saat-aasman chdhayi diye!!!










Intezaar Tera

Muddaton tere didar ke intezaar mein,
Tadpe hain hum kuch aise,
Samandar mein doob raha ghayal panchi,
Saans ke eik bulbule ki talash mein jaise!

Eik bijli kondhi, zara si jhalak bhi dikhi,
Badlon se chand jhanka to aise,
Aandhi aayi, megh kabiz huye,
Aur chand sharma gaya ho jaise!

Aginat ghadiyan beeti tere intezaar mein,
Phir bhi pade hain teri raah mein aise,
Jaan ka zindagi se, dhadkan ka dil se,
Atoot rishta kudrat ne baandh diya ho jaise!!!

Bhula Do Bewapha(ion) Ko

Chalo hum bhi tumhe bhula denge teri tarah,
Na karenge tujhe yaad kabhi,
Hum bhi soch lenge ke tumhe jaante hi nahin,
Maan lenge ke tumhe mile hi na the kabhi!

Gumnaamiyon ke andheron mein teri tasvir ko,
Dal denge aise ki kabhi dekha hi nahin tha tujhe,
Apne dil ko aise jhajhkor denge hum,
Jaise is mein tum aaye hi nahin the kabhi!

In aankhon ko keh denge kabhi tumhe,
Dekhen na kisi nazare mein,
Khuda se mannat maang lenge,
Sapno mein na bheje tumhe kabhi!

Tumhare saamne aane ko eik,
Dhoka nazron ka maan lenge hum,
Tere khat ko zala kar dhool ko aise uda denge,
Jaise tera paigam paya hi na ho kabhi!!!
*****













Nakaamyabiyaan Aur Faasle

Faasle badhte gaye jayon-jayon intezar kiya,
Dooriyaan hoti gayin jitna tumhe yaad kiya,
Eik saathi ki talash mein tumhe hum bhalte rahe,
Raasta-e-zindagi bhoole khud ko barbaad kar liya!

Socha tha zindagi mein kabhi qarib aa jayenge,
Par tum to apni raah mein aage badhte gaye,
Hum teri yaadon ko lekar yuun hi,
Raah mein siskiyaan bharte rahe!

Hamein apni mohabbat ka sharur tha,
Par tumhe apni kaamyabiyon pe garur tha,
Pukarte reh gaye hum naadano ki tarah,
Par tumhare nashe ko yeh kahan manzoor tha!


Rul jate hain duniya mein bhanware kaliyan pe,
Fanah ho gaye patange shama ki madhoshiyon par,
Na samajhe kismat ki daastan tere khyalon mein,
Mar mite naahaq hi hum teri khamoshiyon par!

Kaash humne bhi apne dil ko samjhaya hota,
Tere husno-jaal mein khud ko na phasaya hota,
Zindagi ki raah main manzilen hum bhi paa lete,
Andhere-bhare manzar se saamna na hua hota!

‘Ishq ne nikkama kar diya’,
Is se sabak seekh liya hota humne,
Teri rubaaiyon ke ilawa shayad,
Kuch aur bhi hasil kar liya hota humne!!!
*******


Brittle Foundations

Love is after all an abstraction,
With no reality of its own,
Hard fact is the worldly objects,
Whether it is kings or clown!

In ur world ‘luv’ exists only,
If superficialities match,
Estate, possessions, and achievements,
All o them do luv a snatch!

Bereft of all that this lover,
Left with a value so little,
To be unworthy of even a look,
Is foundation of luv so brittle?

No matter how much this heart cries,
This life may even extinguish itself,
It won’t move your heart a bit,
So stone-hearted is my beloved, herself!

Face the music of your deed,
Of falling in love with such beloved,
Why can’t you understand still,
And redeem yourself from this misery?

Overcome the hangover of undeserved love,
Overpower and enliven this crying heart,
The world belongs not to the foolish lovers,
But to the pragmatic, clever and really smart!!!
*****

Hamari Baraat

Galiyon-kucchon, chand-taaron mein,
Dhoondha, Jabki wo the yahin aas-paas,
Wo dekhte rahe, humen bhatkte huye,
Shayad chahte nahi the todna, wo hamari aas!

Nazron mein reh kar bhi wo chup gaye,
Nazaron ko zinki thi payas,
Jaane kahan kho gaye wo is zahan mein,
Zinki hamein thi talash!

Mazboori thi kuch shayad bahut,
Ya na-zane ada unki thi ye khas,
Ya shayad dar tha hamari mohabbat ka,
Tha nahin unhen ya humpe vishwas!


Kuch rishta na hokar bhi kyon apne lagte ho,
Tumhari yadon mein hai ye dil bahut udaas,
Zanaza uthne wala hai tere saamne niklegi,
Sazi tere naam ke phoolon se, hamari aakhri baraat!!!












Reassurance

Nothing alarming, O my beloved,
My love will never break boundaries,
This love is neither physical nor mundane,
It will never crave for proximities!

Its journey is the soul’s quest,
For its endearing soulmate,
Whose images it can recreate in its own domains,
The beloved is never desired in any material state!

Your status and prestige is supreme,
Highly respected by this lover,
My humble existence will never eye it,
It would rather, if at all, be a nourisher!


The joy of love is my own,
It is nurtured by the Supreme being,
Your worldly existence will never entice it,
Your presence around, simply reassuring!

Feeling is nice and pleasant,
With awareness that you are well n alrite,
Your smile will keep giving a new life, but,
Luv didn’t wither even when u were out of sight!

Tried hard to forget you many times over,
You memories only grew intense and more,
Intense engagements and all distractions,
Drowned me deeper away from intended shore!


Am aware of d limits of this kind of love,
My heart will never upset the head,
Though this soul’s outpourings in verse,
Lighten me yet also keep me in distress!

Disturbed it has even my own survival,
Affecting terrifically its sojourn,
Awaiting Him to end this pain sooner,
Departure will be happy end, nothing to mourn!

Will await rebirth, if indeed there were one,
Will look for your loving eyes around,
Fine if you’d bless me with your love,
Repeat the cycle if my fate’s again not sound!

Worry not, this smile and life will be vigourous,
With ur inspirations, my capabilities and fate,
Will ensure not to fail the Creator,
His experiment on me will be fruitful, never a waste!!!















In Luv With Fire

Keep away from my turf,
You are none of mine,
Don’t destroy yourself in my flame,
Its extreme heat, not a mere shine!

Numerous insects hover around me,
You are not the only one,
Don’t deceive yourself in heat of love,
Many got drowned in this wine!

Let me brighten more n more in my own fire,
And joyfully spread the aura,
Stay away, you are so inflammable,
You will get blasted away in no time!!!

Shh…

Don’t show your heart’s agony,
Keep it buried deep inside,
None will empathise nor even the beloved,
Deeeply materialist world can’t but divide!

Rise above the pain,
Smile is what your face must show,
Let the souls’ union be a matter of rebirth,
Spread ur luv in d creation and let everything else go!!!





Dil Ka Dhokha

Koi gunah nahi tera,
Ye apna dil hi dhokha kha gaya,
Bina soche samjhe na jaane kyon,
Yeh tere dil pe aa gaya!

Kaash poochh leta pehle hi,
Teri haisiyat se pehle hi dar jata,
Pehli nazar mein kyon ghayal ho gaya,
Sambhal jaata to Khuda bhi shayad reham kha jaata!!!






Lucky Me
Isn’t it a hell of a luck,
To think of you and get you in dreams,
I thought you will never be around again,
But then you were in the teams!

Wanted to have a glimpse of yours,
Was afraid that I’d never be lucky to get,
To know even how you looked now,
And then itself your snap was on the net!

How your thoughts flow now,
And the beauty of your soul’s energy,
All came open to my heart’s desire,
As you postd your msg in great synergy!

Lucky indeed I am still,
Must be grateful to the Almighty,
Blessed you free from my undeserving destiny,
As He fulfilled my wishes so nicely!!!
















Dar

Ab na aana chahen qarib tere,
Dar tumse ab lagne laga hai,
Tod na do kahin mere sapno ki ladiyon ko,
Soch kar banda ye marne sa alga hai!

Teri yadon mein atki jaan hai hamari,
Ummidon pe tika hai jahan ye apna,
Meri nahi banogi ye kabhi na kehna tum,
Dhokha sahi par hai ye mera sapna!

Aana bhi chaho paas agar ab,
Khushi itni bardasht na kar payenge,
Dum tod denge didar tere mein hum,
Ek pal bhi ya khyal thum na payenge!!!

Naraaz Na Hona

Bura na manana, meri khata nahin,
Diwana dil hai tere ghum ka maara hua,
Waqt ke saath zakhm bhar jayega,
Teri yaadon se hi zindagi basar kar jayega!!!











Marzi Aapki

Naa karo baat humse aapki marzi,
Hamen kaunsa haq hai bulwane ka,
Badnasib hai pyar sadiyon se,
Raha hai ye dastoor hamesha zamane ka!

Saalon bita diye teri yadon mein,
In yadon mein hi tumhe apna bana liya,
Khyalon mein hi dekh-dekh kar tujhe,
Sapno se hi dil bahala liya!

Auron se baatein karti ho has kar,
Hamne kya gunah kiya aisa,
Mohabbat karne walon pe berahami,
Aapne hamein sila kyon diya aisa!


Nikal jayegi rahi zindagi bhi aise hi,
Teri bawafai mein tumhe yaad karte,
Ek baar to muskura ke mukhda dikha dena,
Samjhenge janmon ke liye tumhe pa liya!!!













Barbadiyon Ke Raaste

Himmat kaise huyi tumhe use pukarne ki,
Kya aukat hai teri,
Apne girebaan mein jhaank ke dekh,
Kuch bisaat nahin hai teri!

Kahin aas-paas bhi nahi tu uske,
Na naam mein, na daam mein,
Aankh mila nahin payega usse,
Na kar zid, ye man ki herapheri!

Haq nahin koi tujhe,
Paraon pe apnapan dikhane ka,
Barbaad ho jayega buri tarah,
Door rakh ye seenazori!

Man ko qabu rakh le apne,
Duniyadari ko samajh le zara,
Sapne paagal kar dete hain,
Ye moh-maaya chand-baseri!!!












Dosh

Dosh tumhara nahin , ye zamane ki ada hai,
Pyar ki sadiyon se yahi saza hai barkrar,
Tadpate hain, rote hain, waqt tabah kar lete hain,
Badnam, mar, ya hota hai gumnami ka andhkar!

Mehbooba shohar ki bahon mein rehti hai,
Dar-kinar mehboob ko karke kar deti hai bekrar,
Apni zindagi ki khusi hai, use kyon ho parwah,
Dukhi wo hota rahe, kyon kiya tha pyar!

Anmol hai zindagi khuda ki banayi huyi,
Na kre wo nahak hi ise bekar,
Pyar naam hai zeevan ka,
Kuch kare, na kare Uparwale ko sharamshar!


Na lalchaye man meinusse baat karne ko,
Uljhi zindagi uski, na hogi wo taiyar,
Maan-maryada ki diwaron mein quaid wo masuum,
Khu rehne de use, na chede uske man ke taar!!!












No Hope

Away goes the last hope,
Left alone today I am,
The beloved failed to recognise again,
Vast ocean and tides herein!

The you I know couldn’t be so insensitive,
Perhaps entangled in a life so demanding,
Love must become irrelevant before existance,
Wish you all d best therein!

Will try not to disturb you again,
But how will I extinguish the flame within,
Defeated repeatedly in trying to forget you,
Owning all failures being mine herein!!!


Tadpan

Tadpane ke liye janma hai tataiyya,
Aag ke uper jal ke mar jana hai aakhir!
Usiki tarha hum tadpe aapki yaad mein,
Bada bedard aapka bahana hai aakhir!!!




















Once Again You R

Kisi ki yaad ne ek baar phir rula diya,
Teri tasvir jo dekhi to man ek baar phir kumlaha gaya.
Muddaton se khwahish thi tujhe dekhne ki,
Teri tasvir mein tujhe dekh kar man bahala liya.

Ta-umar chalta rahega,
Yeh teri yaadon ko dekhna,
Maut bhi aayi to,
Rab yeh na kahe ki teri yaad mein use kyon bhalu diya!!


Unilateral Love
It certainly is not uncommon,
For a person to fall in love,
With another person, but without,
A reciprocal response from the beloved!
The lover may be impatient to beget,
And be madly in love,
Unmindful of the compulsions,
Or the mind-set of the beloved!
The beloved may even be averse,
To the very idea of love,
Or, may simply not be,
Endowed with this blessing from God!
The beloved might be under,
More influential emotive states,
Not least of which are the ones,
Of competition and material achievements!
Being in love does not mean madness,
Be a mature lover in love,
The one who would not expect anything in return,
Then even one-sided love would be an infinite source of joy!
Universalize your love with all your energy,
To all the creation of God,
Intend your help and spread the message of love to,
The poor, the needy and the ones in distress!
Their smile will bring back smile on your face,
You will forget to enjoy your pain.
You will radiate the aura of real soul,
And will surely enjoy your journey of life!

Innocent in Love
Love is aplenty in our hearts,
Struggling to come out free.
But the fears are often too powerful,
To let there be glee!
Fear of being cheated is,
Foremost in our mind,
Self-centeredness becomes,
Often a huge turn-off around!
Still there is plenty of innocence,
In many people over there,
And there is love in abundance too,
You only have to possess the required vision!
There is innocence of helplessness,
Often seen in those in one-sided love,
But there is also ‘innocence’ of compulsion,
Present in the deprived and poor!
There is feigned innocence,
Expressed when we are guilty,
Or, even shown when hatred,
Makes us to avoid someone!
A true innocence implies purity,
Of the heart and soul.
It is the source of utmost joy,
If you are the one able to sense it!
Love will often beget love,
Even from a shrewd person,
Only it has to be purified every time,
When delivered to the beloved!
Real love can not come from,
But those with an innocent heart.
This very fact makes them vulnerable,
To the onslaught of the cunning and “smart”!
So my dear, love if you must,
But be always on guard,
There are many sharks over there,
Who are always on prowl!
It always requires two innocent souls,
To be playful in love.
Love can not fulfill itself,
Until both can dedicate themselves!!!

Love in Real Sense
Love is an unique feeling,
Present in all the creation of God,
Not only human beings but the animals,
And even the inanimate ones are blessed with it!
It is love which the Sun showers on us in the day,
It is love when the moon lights the night in romance,
When we become happy on seeing someone smile,
It is love which is brightening our soul!
In love we sacrifice our material comforts,
To make others discomforts disappear,
It is nothing but love when we lay down our lives,
When the enemy at the border makes a roar!
It is love which binds the people together,
Without love it is only a material arrangement,
Whether it is family or a nation,
Without love its only a temporary tenamant!
Mere physical attraction can not be love,
Because it will whither with time.
Love is an everlasting truth,
Which will only become a shrine!
Love brings out the best from us,
Be it any sphere of life.
Love for virtues being the highest form,
It removes from the world all strife!
Love for service nurtures the hearts,
Love for study brings out the intellect.
Love for nature nurtures the soul,
Love everything and you become the best!!!


Sleepless in Your Love
Today again I went sleepless,
Your face was all the time before me!
It was smiling all the time
Daydreaming as if I were!!
Hard I tried to convince my eyes,
To close themselves in your thoughts!
But even they were not willing,
To buy my assurance that you will be there in the dreams!!


A Prayer for Lovers
Pleased in each others Happiness,
Able to own each others sorrows,
Capable of solving the hindrances on the way,
Never peaceful without each other!
May we unite such in love,
That we seem to be one in all ways,
May there be no secret between us,
May we always confide in each other!
May we become so close,
That we forget the whole world,
May we become so engrossed in love,
We appear nothing but love to each other!
May we become so worthy of love,
That we can make supreme sacrifice,
May our lives be so blessed,
That we are worthy in real world too!

A Portrait of Beloved
Your inviting innocence,
Makes me feel uneasy,
Your purity of soul,
Makes me feel lost to another world!
Your loving dedication,
Sets me flying,
Your loving looks,
Make me cry with joy!!

Fears in Love
First the fear of not begetting the love,
Then the fear in getting it!
And then the fear of loosing it,
Comes naturally to the lovers!
And Lo! Comes the stage of fearlessness,
As they become sure their love’s strength!
As we dedicate self to the beloved,
There lies the natural plateau of love!!
The souls having become one,
Beloved constantly in our vision!
Then nothing seems to matter but the love itself,
In the love that is eternal and omnipotent!!
Sorry state it is if the fear persists,
They should strive for more love and proximity!
Never to do it as a matter of right,
But as a worship, expecting nothing but love!!
Trying to guide and help each other,
Never to make the partner feel unworthy!
Never to tell him/ her to stop expecting love,
Because that’s never done, can’t be done!!
The heart will revolt otherwise,
As the loving souls are there for each other!
Even if whole world tells not to love,
They can’t do it as they can’t exist without love!!


Height of Love
Where sky is the limit,
And where even that ceases to matter,
Let my love reach such heights,
That the distinctions between hell and heaven get blurred!
May my love be so blessed,
So as not to bind the mind,
Let it become my soul itself,
So that it gives not the pain but true inner joy!!

Patience in Love
Don’t bang your head against dead walls,
Expressing your feelings to heartless doesn’t help.
These are the flowers without fragrance,
Kneeling before them won’t help!
Brainy people can’t take care of their heart,
Their heart dies a slow ‘death’.
Ambitions are their only feelings,
Opening your heart before them won’t help!
It is useless to stir your beloved’s deep recesses,
It is better to keep your feelings inside yourself.
Enjoy such a beloved from distance,
Showing it to the world won’t help!
The beloved can’t be blamed for it,
The ambitiousness is keeping her numb.
Away from the blessings of love,
That your heart wants to shower upon her!
You may be suffering from the love pangs,
But realize that she is also a victim of,
The trauma of competition in the world,
And the ruthless dynamics of mechanical life!
You’ve been lucky to be able to avoid,
The mad rush to mindless success.
The materialism would have killed,
Your soul and ability to feel as well!
God’s greatness gave you the unique sensibilities,
He made the beloved to incite them.
He is the one who brought her near your domains,
And brought the charm and beauty of life to you!
You ought to be thankful to God,
For giving you the rare gift,
Of heart n intellect together, And,
The ability to experience both the pain n pleasure!
So don’t be in hurry to express,
Your love to the beloved lady.
Enjoy the gift of the arousal inside you,
And let Him decide if she is ready to accept it!!!


Innocent Lover
Some hearts are made,
By God to Love!
More so in the budding years,
Of purity and innocence!
They love anybody they find loving,
The risk of rejection is not considered!
They put their leaky heart in the ocean of love,
Mostly getting drowned in the bargain!!
The wounds inflicted last for long,
Some recover but most fall flat!
What a waste of life,
Why on earth O God did you create love?
Why do you play with,
The lives of innocent souls!
Are hearts so worthless in your heaven,
As the human life is on the mother earth?


Love in the Backburner
The barriers exist even today after decades,
The status, money and language still rule.
Love still takes a backseat for most,
Selfishness runs the show even now!
This has been the story for centuries,
Is that what God had ordained?
Or, did he wish it otherwise,
But the human race has failed Him!
He might have had put us a challenge,
To learn a real ‘human’ behavior.
But, Alas! We could not try enough,
And thus, the suffering continues!
He wanted us to use our mind,
He desired us to be masters of our fate.
We could not overcome our self-centredness,
And therefore, love remains in the backburner!



Unfulfilled Dreams
Years ago I got passionate for you,
But perhaps ‘status’ became a big barrier.
Though I was the one in the lower rung,
Yet at the higher level of love!
I decided to wait to let the time,
Bridge the worldly blockages.
But the fire kept burning inside,
Wishing God would bring you around someday!
Appear you did one day,
Though only through hazy clouds.
I tried to touch the haze,
But you could not recognize me!
Unexpectedly, the distances have grown further,
And the barricades have become stronger.
Contrary to all my wishes,
My experiment of love n friendship has failed!
Perhaps I should stop expecting the unexpected,
And should try to mend my heart.
But I have tried that many times before,
And failed always to forget you!
Even trying to convince myself that you were unworthy,
Of all the affection and affinity I have for you.
Or, even that I was undesirable for your attention.
But no convincing seems to work here!
Or, perhaps I should pray to God,
To end these repeated cyclones of memories.
And to give my soul a permanent rest,
From this world high up there!
Because I have no other desire left,
The tasks of life do not interest me.
There are no more dreams to be fulfilled,
It has become difficult to pull myself on!


Drenched in Love
You’ve been my inspiration since the day I saw you first,
I’ve worshipped you silently all thro’ these years,
Never expressed my love out of my shyness,
Or out of fear of hurting you with my extreme love!
Because my love is meant not to get or demand,
It is just to cherish and enjoy your charisma,
A charisma that is always in front of my eyes, in my heart,
A charisma that gives me a pleasant feeling all the time!
I always see your lovely face in everyone’s face,
I think of you everytime I see anyone smiling,
Dreams are incomplete the night I don’t see you,
I have even forgotten God in your love!
May God forgive me for worshipping you more than Him,
May He forgive me for not expressing my love n feelings to you,
‘cause my love is a prayer, not a desire,
My prayer is my beloved stays in my eyes n heart forever!
You are the fulfilment of all that I desire in love,
You are the idol that I carry in my heart all the time,
The world is meaningless without your existence in my conscience,
I want to live for ever as you live in my heart!
Thy ways of life have become my ways,
Your thoughts, wisdom have replaced mine,
You are there in every act of mine,
You have pervaded me so much that I have become you!
O God! Please unite me into my beloved’s soul,
Irrelevant this physical being on earth as it is,
Let my soul merge with my beloved’s,
So that she be my soul always and me be her fan par excellance!!!



In Tears Again
Kisi ki yaad ne ek baar phir rula diya,
Teri tasvir jo dekhi to man ek baar phir kumlaha gaya.
Muddaton se khwahish thi tujhe dekhne ki,
Teri tasvir mein tujhe dekh kar man bahala liya.

Ta-umar chalta rahega,
Yeh teri yaadon ko dekhna,
Maut bhi aayi to,
Rab yeh na kahe ki teri yaad mein use kyon bhalu diya!!










PORTRAIT
Rarely does God make,
Such great souls that you are,
Persona like you are indeed,
Hard to find on this mother Earth!

So dedicated to your purpose,
And extremely sincere,
So hardworking and composed,
No reward can afford to elude you!

And there are people like me,
Who admire you over decades,
You have become their idol,
Always worshipped and prayed for!

May God bless you with al things,
Health, wealth and more intellect,
May He make us fortunate enough,
To always be in you proximity!!!


Tasveer
Khuda ne banaya hai tujhe vishesh,
Is jahan mein raunak laane ke liye,
Muskurahat di hai usne tumhe,
Dilon mein roshni jagane ke liye!

Sakoon mile tujhe dekh kar,
Aisi aankhein tumhe di hain,
Needein uda de jindagi bhar ke liye,
Aisi adayein tumhe di hain!

Samajh di hai itni Usne,
Duniya ki bhalaayi ke liye,
Tere qarib jo aa jaye,
Kismat uski badal dene ke liye!

Shrarat mein bhi teri,
Hai ek ajib sa apnapan,
Teri baatein gonje hain aaj bhi,
Mehak uthe hai mera man!

Tute huye In shabdon mein
(Imperfect my words may be),
Tumhe dil yaadein arpan kare,
Tere ek didar ke liye,
Bhagwaan se minnat kare sada!!!


Tere Naam Ke
Tere naam ke diwaane tumhe,
Har roz yaad kiya karte hain,
Teri hasin surat ka didar har pal,
In aankho mein kiya karte hain!

Khuda salamat rakhe aapki aankhon ko,
Jinme hamara jahan basa karta hai,
Saans ruk si jaati hai hamari,
Tera saaya jab saamne se guzrata lagata hai!!!
Accha hi Hua
Accha hi hua jo humne,
Nahin kiya izhhaar-e-ishq,
Theek hi hua jo kismet ne kiya,
Shayad na-manzoor hi tha aapko yeh ishq!

Manzoor bhi hota to rok leta shayad,
Aapke jeevan ki parchami hawaon ko,
Jin hawaon ne thandak laani thi,
Un logon ki fizaaon ko!!!


None Else but the Self

It is not somebody else’s fault ,
If you have to undergo thru a turmol,
Of mind & heart all the time,
And suffer untold agonies!

Somewhere somehow, one has,
Oneself to blame,
For not taking the timely step,
Or, doing what one shouldn’t have!

All that period of time perhaps,
You could have been more vigilant,
Shouldn’t have allowed any complexes,
Of inferiority or otherwise to pollute your mind!

In those moments, dear,
You should have realized the need,
To focus more on what you wanted,
And worked a little harder to realize your dream!

You would have probably,
Got what you desired,
Had you put in that extra effort,
And not let the time overrule you!

But you didn’t let your brain,
Balance the turmoil in your mind,
You left things to your fate,
Or, worse, gave in a negative reaction!

That pessimistic you did the damage,
Of converting you into a recluse,
Discouraging the thought in life,
Led you into a withdrawn phase!

The time became a dies-non,
You lost the diamonds,
Lying in front of you on the way,
To leave yourself into repentance for life!

Still life’s flow is on,
It will till God desires,
You must engage yourself into action,
And make the most of the life He gives you!

Learn the lessons from your past well,
Keep the heart, mind and body,
In the most positive phase,
To avoid wasting time in agony!
Toil without undue emotions on the past,
Get inspirations from who you admire,
And be an honorable and humble,
Reflection of your beloved dreams!!!











Reflection of the Beloved

Imbibe the composure that you love,
Adorn the smile that you admire so much,
Put you through the same tough fire,
That you know your beloved undergoes!

Be as cheerful as your idol,
Be as smart that your dear one is,
Live through the same naughtiness,
By way of your psyche and personality!

You will find your beloved is not afar,
But just inside your heart,
Living in your innerself thinking inside you,
None else but your beloved smart!!!






Tanhayee
Lakh koshish kar li humne,
Teri yaad hai ki jaati hi nahi,
Kasak si aisi uthati hai dil mein,
Ye tanhai hai ki jaati hi nahi!

Bahut samjhaya dil ko ke,
Tu chaand ban gai hai ab hamare liye,
Door se hi dekh kar bahala lo,
Par ye rubayee hai ki jaati hi nahi!

Itni door hai tu yahan se ki,
Mera wahan aana muskil lagta hai,
Ud kar aaon aur gale lag jaaon jaanam tere,
Par teri bewafai hai ki jaati hi nahin!!!


My Heroine
Your face has something unique,
Which even Aishwarya can't match,
Not to speak of Priyanka or Rani,
Its frshness has no parallel!
Feelings conveyed by your dreamy eyes,
Can,t be found anywhere else,
The depth of these is sometimes only,
Matched by Ayesh Takia's!
Intense emotions that comes on your face,
Surpass even Maddona's,
The world talks of so many heroines,
But you are my heroine anyone would envy!
Even watching your snap for hours,
Doesn't quench my thirst,
So many times I have failed to control,
My urge to kiss yourt pic!!!





TADPAN
Teri ulphat se jyada pyari,
Ab ho gayi hai tadpan teri,
Tu na mil payi to kya,
Teri yadein to ab hain meri!

Who hasin aankhein,
Who mera jahan,
Zinme bana rakha tha,
Maine apna ashiyaan!

Who sundar muskrahtein,
Tere nam labon ki shan,
Jise dekh machal jati thi,
Is masoom ashiq ki jaan!

Na royenge aankhein gam-e-wafa mein,
In mein basi hai khubsoorat hasi teri,
Who mehbooba apni na ho saki to kya,
Uski khushboo-e-ruuh to hai ab meri!!!


KAISE
Bahut chahata hun tumhe magar,
Apna banane ka khyal kaise karun?
Khushiyaan apni saanjhi kar luun magar,
Dukhon ko share kaise karun?

Dena phitrat hai payar ki,
Jaan bhi tumhe de duun sanam,
Gham kuchh aise hain jindgi mein,
Tumhain hamgwar kaise karun?

Nikal nahin pata koi pal,
Teri yadon ke bina O janeman,
Seene se laga lene ka dil chahe bahut,
Par yeh gam-e-ikrar kaise karun?
******






Hopeful Yours

No matter if you haven’t become mine,
I’l try to live without you,
No matter if I havn’t got your love,
I’ll carry the burden of life without you!

I’ll tell the moon to,
Borrow a bit of your fragrance,
And spread it all over the universe,
I will try to be content with that bit of you!

I’ll tell the stars to absorb,
A bit of your youthfulness,
I’ll quench the thirst of my eyes for you,
All the night by gazing on that beauty of you!

Let the Sun beget a little,
Brightness of your heart,
I’ll drench myself the whole day,
In the lilght the Sun gets from you!

No matter if you haven’t become mine now,
I’ll keep praying to God every moment,
To keep giving me birth again and again,
One day, surely, I would beget you!!!


Dilasa
Tu naa aayi to kya,
Tere bine hi ji lenge hum,
Tera pyar nahi mila to kya,
Zindagi ka zahar pi lenge hum!

Is chaand se keh denge,
Teri mehak lekar apni chaandani mein,
Vikher de saare jahan mein,
Ek katra uska lekar pee lenge hum!

In sitaron ko keh denge,
Tera husan kucch wo apna lein,
Un taaron ko dekh kar raaton mein,
Tanha hi jaag lenge hum!

Suraj ko kahenge lele,
Tere dil se kuch roshani,
Bhigo kar saara din khd ko is dhoop mein,
Apne dil ko khus kar lenge hum!

Nahi mili is jahan mein to kya,
Dua karenge us Khuda se,
Na dena Moksha hamein tere milne tak,
Kisi janam mein to pa lenge tujhe hum!!!


Dreaming of you

Whenever this heart is sad,
In your cherished memories,
I try to comfort it with your picture,
That is kept in the eyes so lovingly!

Your eyes reassure it,
You are very much there full of life,
No matter if not physically,
Your aura is there so soothingly!

That keeps me in the trance,
Of your love that I always longed for,
But how deceptive! Are these thoughts,
When you have already left me so ignorantly!!!






Lost love?

Not by being sad but happy,
One should accept the facts of life,
Everyone doesn’t get evreything in life,
Be thankful to God in what he has given you!

If separation is what he ordained for you,
Begetting your belovedwasn’t your fate,
Be content in the love aroused in your heart,
Memories of her sweetness are there for you!

Divert the stream of your incessant love,
Into the rivulets for all who are there around,
Broaden the horizons of your affection,
And the blessings abound would be there for you!!!


Your Picture Pains!

Your picture has become a pleasurable hurt for me,
Always stabbing my heart through my eyes,
This poor thing writhes in pain,
In the memories of your love!

Those days of staring at your cute face,
Incessantly thinking about you,
Getting lost in the vacant space in front,
Dreaming of begetting you in real life!

Those thoughts of expressing my love,
And desire of spending this life with you,
All torture me to endless extremes,
Why still I continue to enjoy this pain?

Why I love to see your image,
When the writing is so clear on the wall,
Why I can’t regain the self-control,
That I lost to you long ago?

Why can’t someone take this picture away,
Why can’t it fade away from my vision,
Do I have to endure this hurt all my life,
Seems only my end would remedy the pain!!!



Love-Alcoholic

I have never been an alcoholic but,
Your love turned me into an addict,
Always longing for your love,
Burning in the desire to meet you!

The addiction happened without having,
A single drop of your love,
The desire itself became the addiction,
When will I be fortunate enough to get you!

I wanted to be a teetotaller,
Till the moment I saw you first,
But I got drowned in the ocean of your love,
O why you came if you were not to be mine?

This life has turned into hell in your memory,
I can’t live properly nor my end comes,
Nothing in this world interests me now,
This soul is delirious in the thoughts of you!

Tell me O dear, when you will come?
When will you intoxicate me with your appeareance,
Why I didn’t stop you when you went away,
Why didn’t I tell I loved you!!!


LIVING A DEATH
The sparkle in your eyes,
Brightened my life again today,
It gave me again a new leash of life,
To live some more moments even today!

This life would have ceased to exist,
Long ago in the trauma it suffered,
When the cupid's arrow came from your heart,
And that injury makes me cry even today!

Tears roll down my face,
Whenever the streams of your thoughts,
Overwhelm my heart n mind,
And my breath forgets to flow even today!

Whenever I am alone thinking of you,
This heart keeps sinking into death,
And I swiver between the heaven and this earth,
Yet your existance keeps me alive even today!!!




Nothing but You

Thinking of you all the time,
Guessing what you might be like,
What expressions’d be there on your face,
How cute might be the smile on you ever-smiling face.

Perhaps you are working now in your office,
Displaying your nice manners to everybody,
Pleasing everyone with your sweet voice,
And your same beautiful handwriting.

If you were with me at this moment,
I would be admiring again your lovely hands,
Trying to sit closer to you again,
Thinking when I will be able to hug you.

Had you been in my arms,
How my heart might have been jumping with delight,
How peaceful and deep my breath would have been,
How romantically I would have thought of kissing you.

Even as you are not here,
I try to find your presence in emulation,
By trying to talk, smile and think in your way,
And even enacting the same smart style and gait.

I try to imbibe from memories,
Your warmth, sexiness and sharp wit,
Toiling hard, being nice, care-free and pro-active,
While being careful and swift like you.
Trying to make up for your absence,
Engrossed in you always,
A bit of you keeps entering me all the time,
You permeate me all over like the life itself!!!








I can Feel Your Smile

Not by being sad or grief-sticken,
But by being pleasant like my beloved,
Not by being unhappy and passive,
But by working harder and getting lost in work,

Not by being withdrawn or being a recluse,
But by being more interactive,
Not by feeling lonely in your absence,
But by feeling you within and around me,

Not by being sick and ailing in your memory,
But by being vigorous and energetic,
Not by being shabby or distraught,
But by being full of life,

I will celebrate the beloved’s presence far away,
Imagining you to be close-by and here,
I’ll never mourn the separation of my beloved,
But always look forward to ultimate union with you!

I’ll pray to god for my beloved always,
Thinking of your happiness and well-being,
Always will keep ready to meet you in hopefulness,
God might bless me with your appearance anytime!!!
(In present or following lives)


Soul’s Love

My love for you is all perevasive,
My soul fell prey to you long ago,
There must be some past linkage,
That’s why perhaps it fell for you!

But it couldn’t link with you in present life,
Through this physical being at the right time,
And was left writhing in the pain of your love,
Feeling restless for all the times to come!

I’ve been consoling its abode, the heart,
To be brave enough to bear the trauma,
And praying to God always,
To let it meet you or recall it to His abode!

The pain is too unbearable,
How far it will keep tolerating,
May He give enough endurance,
Till it unites with you!!!

Ruh Ka Gam

Bhatkegi ye ruh yun hi,
Saalon saal, janmo-janam,
Tu nahi mil jayegi jab tak,
Apni nahi ho jayegi jab tak O, Sanam!

Kyon nahi mili is bar tu,
Kya gunah ho gaya humse,
Bata de tu, O hamsafar,
Kya galati kar baithe hum?

Kab tak tadpana hoga aur hame,
Kitne sehne honge aur sitam,
Kamzor na pad jaaoun mein kahin,
Maar dale na hame tumhara ye gam!!!






Had You Become Mine

Life would have been exceptionally enjoyable,
Had you come with me,
Dreams would have been a reality today,
If we had sailed together in love!

My smile would have been true,
My heart would have remained ever young,
The poems I try to write,
Would have carried a meaningful rhythm!

With you in my arms,
I’d have conquered the world with love,
My soul would have been always in dance,
My life would not have remained a question!

Tell when would you come, O dear!
To wipe my never-ending tears,
This life has become an ordeal for me,
When will you take it to the heaven of love???

Your Eyes

Infinite attraction you have in your eyes,
I can’t take mine off them,
I always see a vast sea of love therein,
Which always keeps me drowning!

A silent sound from your eyes,
Seems to be emanating always,
Its musical flow mesmerizes me continuously,
Makes my love’s glory crowning!

So often I get lost in your eyes,
My existance becoming meaningless,
My heart swings merrily in love,
My soul, for ever dancing!

Your eyes are my existance,
I survive every moment through them,
My eyes get their rays from them,
They make my world shining!!!

You Are Everywhere

You have coloured my heart allthrough,
Such that evrywhere I see just you,
Your image has permeated all through me,
The world seems to be nothing but you!

Every smile I see on someone,
Your face seems to be smiling therein,
Each nice girl seems to be your embodiment,
All the beauty around has become a reflection of you!!!










Lost Myself to You

I have lost myself in your love,
Since the time you went away from here,
All the tricks I have tried hard,
The more I try to forget, the more I miss you!

I thought I’ll immerse myself in books,
But each page shows me just your picture,
Tried me best to sweat it out through labour,
But I always find in front the shadow of you!

Even tried to be an ascetic,
Chanting God all the time,
Trying to concentrate in prayer,
But in god’s face I saw nothing but you!

Engaging in family affairs,
Didn’t help me either,
In everyone’s love around,
I find nobody other than you!!!

Your Love is Godly

Sometimes your love overwhelms me,
Even more than God’s,
I start wondering whose love is superior,
Yours or Almighty’s?

Like God, a true lover always seeks,
Welfare of the beloved all the time,
Even when going is tough,
And the circumstances keep the beloved away!

There is no feeling of being deserted,
Nor any anger or jealousy,
To anyone who have taken the beloved away,
Its just a temporary setback to heart!

It seeks peace by the comfort,
In which the beloved might be in,
Though the thirst to see the beloved is endless,
The lover quenches it through the tears that flow in!

He showers blessings and never seeks to punish,
The beloved who has left him alone,
And whenever he get him back,
He keeps ready for him, his eyes’ throne!!!


Why Should I Cry

Everywhere inside me you are present,
So why shouldn’t I hold my tears,
Each breath of mine is full of you,
Then why should I have any fears?





Where Aren’t you?

Your cuteness I can’t forget,
Your are everywhere,
All creation around is you,
To see you in each, each invites me!

Any carefree girl swinging girl,
Passing by me or in a picture,
I am reminded of your sexy persona,
Coming live before me!

Whenever I see any beauty,
With attractive lips and natural looks,
Your soft innocent lips,
Seem to stare and invoke me!

When I see anyone with nice hair,
Your blond hair start shining through them,
Whenever I see a lovely skin,
Your sweet skin seems to charm me!

Whenever anybody cracks,
A naughty joke smilingly,
Your exhortations and witty humour,
Reverbrates and greatly disturbs me!!!


Woh Din

Jaan aa jati hai jaan mein,
Jab who din yaad aate hain,
Duniya hi badal jaati hai,
Jab who hasin pal yaad aate hain!

Subah subah tujhe niharne ki chah mein,
Saari raat jab neend nahin aati thi,
Unindi aankhon se dekh kar class mein,
Jab jahan mein roshni chha jaati thi!

Aaj phir eik din jindagi ka,
Safal ho gaya, aisa lagta tha,
Jab tak tu saamne hoti thi,
Blackboard ki jagah tujh par hi jehn tikta tha!

Teri hasi mein diwane rehte the,
Teri adaon pe man machalta tha,
Teri mukh se eik awaz sunne ko,
Ye dil hamesha tarsata tha!

Kabhi tere sunahre baalon ko dekh kar,
Kabhi tere naram honthon ko soch kar,
Apne aankhon ko band kar lete the,
Aur mar jaane ko dil karta tha!

Teri mast chaal ko dekh kar,
Tere kadmo ko chum lene ki ichha hoti thi,
Teri lehrati julfon ko dekh kar,
Un mein kho jaane ki hasratein man bharta tha!

Kitni baar dil karta tha ke,
Teri patli si baahon ko pakad loon,
Keh doon haal-e-dil tujhe,
Par phir jaane kyon ye dil darta tha!

Teri anguliyon se keh dein,
Chedein mere dil ke taaron ko,
Us sunahre sangeet ko,
Sunne ko, armaan dil mein bharta tha!

Teri sunder likhawat se,
Is dil pe naam likh dene ki,
Minnat karuun ye soch kar,
Sapne ki duniya mein kho jaata tha!

Khoph mein hi raha par mein tab,
Kahin mohabbat koyee jakham na de de hamein,
Bach kar us badkismati se,
Sapne ki duniya mein khona pasand karta tha!

Kaash mein itna kamzor na parta,
Tumhare ishq ki dagar mein,
Tere saath mera ghar hota aaj,
Tu rahati meri nazar mein!

Ab ye armaan hi reh gaye hain,
Teri yaad ke saaye ban kar,
Ji raha hun mein ab ki tu kabhi,
Dikhegi kabhi jindagi ban kar!

Tu bhi na samajh paayi shayad,
Is dil ke isharon ko,
Luta diya hai chaman apna,
Maine kho diya un baharon ko!
Jab bahut jayada pareshan,
Ho jaata huun teri yaadon mein,
In aansuon mein dubo deta hun dil ko,
Mehsoos karta hun tujhe in gahari saanson mein!!!







Not To Hinder
My beloved should be happy,
Whether or not I get to meet her,
I’ll supress my desire and tears,
My love should not disturb her!

Let her proceed on the path of life,
About my afflictions none should tell her,
If my feelings are true,
Towards me her destiny will turn her!!!
Devotion in Love

Lovers are like devotees,
They let the high of love flow quietly,
It is not allowed to go wild,
Or, to be exhibited vigorously!

Love is the worship of souls,
Where hearts are the idols,
Sacrifice and pleasings are the incence sticks,
Patience, restraint n peace are the love dolls!!!
Wounds of Love

Time is a great healer,
It might heal your wounds of love,
You should leave your fate to destiny,
Whether or not you get your beloved!

The stream of love is unstoppable,
And as love is blind,
To the realism of the worldly life,
To yourself, to the beloved you must be kind!

The life is a gift from God,
You are given to achieve its potential fully,
Don’t neutralize it at the altar of love,
You must accomplish your duties faithfully!!!






When Will You Come

Waiting for you with a heavy heart,
On the path of love,
When will you come, O Dear,
Feeling restless is this dove!

It knows you are not afar,
You are very much near and here,
Your love as a source of hope,
My heart says is there!

How long will I have to wait,
How long this heart would have to cry,
How much these tears will have to flow,
Please don’t let these eyes go dry!






Kiska Gunah

Na dosh do kisi ko,
Kabhi waqt ki hawayen hi sath nahi deti,
Nahi hoti hai galti kisi ki,
Kabhi fizayen hi sath nahi deti!

Who samay hi tha tuphano ka,
Naiya saari dol rahi thi,
Hosh ude huye the zalzalon mein,
Kismat tumhari dol rahi thi!

Aise mein mili tumhe who,
Dil ko chura to le gaye,
Lekin ‘mein kya khushi dunga use’,
Samajh tumhari thik bol gayi!
Dubti kashti samhalte ya,
Ishq pharmate aise mein,
Apne janoon ke liye jujhte tum,
Ya milan geet gaate aise mein!


Hosh aayi tumhe jab us sangram se,
Muhabbat bichur chuki thi,
Who hasin umar nikal gayi thi,
Taar mehbooba ki kahin aur jur chuki thi!

Dosh ab kisi ka kya kahen,
Yeh sab kismet ki baat hai,
Joojh kar bhi use na le ja pate,
Jahan uska ab waas hai!
Yadon mein uski rona tha,
Yehi bhagwan ko manzoor tha,
Ibadat karo agle janam ke liye,
Wo kahan kya door hai???
******








Abhi Bhi Wahi Junoon Hai

Tu chahe door sahi,
Dil mein abhi bhi wahi janoon hai,
Wohi tadap hai dil mein tere liye,
Is jaan mein abhi bhi wahi khoon hai!

Muskalein thin tab teri raah mein,
Kismat kuch ruthi-ruthi si thi,
Dagr chuti na is naachiz se,
Mohabbat ye jhuthi na thi!

Yeh dil jawan rahega teri yaad mein,
Is jahan mein hai tera wazood jab tak,
Tadpati rahegi tere pyar mein,
Is jahan mein jaan hai jab tak!!!
******





Bahut Manaya Dil ko

Bahut samjhaya is dil ko,
Par ye maanta hi nahi,
Nahi aayegi tu ab is zindagi mein,
Pata nahi kyon yeh jaanta hi nahi!

Kisi aur ki hai tu ab,
Par yeh samjhane ko taiyar nahi,
Tere intezar mein roye hain hamesha,
Chup hone ka naam nahi!

Jaan de dega teir yaadon mein,
Koyee to samjhaye ise,
Na milegi eih zindagi dobara,
Koi to manao ise!!!
*****





Badal Dalo Yeh Quanoon

Mor do ye suiyaan waqt ki,
Le chalo mujhe wahan,
Meri mehbooba sang thi jab,
Who thi jab yahan!

Khol doonga sab batein dil ki,
Ab nahi karoonga wo galti,
Daroonga nahi is kismat se,
Dekhna kaise nahi wo mujhe hai milti!

Amiri uski na ayegi raah mein,
Dil ki daulat uspe mein yon luta doonga,
Khush rakhoonga mein use jaan se,
Ye usko mein yon jata doonga!

Pathar dil hai nahi who,
Aye jahan dekh lena tum,
Ho jayegi meri hamesha ke liye,
O Aasman dekh lena tum!!!

Ek Pal Ke Liye

Didar kara de uske O Parwardigar,
Meri mehbooba ke ek pal ke liye,
Dede kuch zindagi is zindagi mein,
Ae Khuda ek pal ke liye!

Taras rahi hain ye aankhen,
Us hasina ki eik jhalak paane ko,
Pyaas bujha de in akhiyon ki,
Zayada nahi bas eik pal ke liye!

Jaan le le chahe meri yeh,
Dukh duniya bhar ke dede mujhe,
Mila de meri dilruba ko,
Ae taqdeer eik pal ke liye!!!


Kyon Aayi Teri Tasveer Saamne

Isse pehle ki ham tujhe bhula pate,
Teri tasveer saamne aa gayi,
Abhi man ko bahlaya hi tha,
Ki teri surat ye hamein dikha gayi!

Aansu ahi thame hi the,
Ruke saanson ne laye pakdi hi thi,
Par phir yeh kahin se aa gayi,
Phir se hamein rula gayi!

Ruki huyi zindagi chalne lagi hi thi,
Jeene ki raah pakadi hi thi,
Tanhaiyon ko abhi bhula hi rahe the,
Par phir yeh dard jaga gayi!

Pahunch gaye hum wapis wahan,
Ishq ka tha tera zahan jahan,
Kho gaye hum phir us duniya mein,
Yeh phir hamein tadpa gayi!!!

Bhulane Nahi Dete
Laakh koshish karte hain hum,
Par yeh sab chizen hain jo yahan,
Bhulane nahi deti tumhe,
Teri yaaden jaga deti hain!

Yeh raahein jahan tu chalti thi,
Intezar karte the tera jahan,
Who jagah jahan tere paaon the padte,
Phir se hamein tadpa deti hain!

Hawayen jo laati thi teri paigaam tera,
Phool jo teri khusboo laate the,
Ghataayen zinme tu chup jati thi,
Baar-baar hamein rula deti hain!
(Aur Bhlane nahi deti tumhein)






Kyon Hua Pyar

Tutna hi tha agar yeh dil,
To kyon nahi pata tha hamein,
Kyon mili hamein aap jahan mein,
Kyon hua hame pyar!

Sapne aur armaan jaga kar,
Phir chali gayi aap hamein chod ke,
Badi bewafai se dhokha diya,
Yeh pyar bhara dil tor kar mere yaar!
Kuch ummid hi de jaate hamein,
Yeh dukh hare lamhe bitane ke liye,
Khoone-zigar hi karna tha,
Karwaana hi tha agar inteha intezaar,

To kyon hua tha hamein pyar???





Diwaanapan

Diwaane ho gaye hain hum,
Teri yaad ki gehraiyon mein,
Eik mayusi si chaayi rehti hai,
In tanhaiyon ki parchaiyon mein!

Bahut samjhaya is dil ko,
Tadpe na tere gam mein,
Jee nahi sakta tere bina ab,
Gaata rahat hai teri hi dhunein!

Hasna hi bhul gaya hai ye diwana,
Is duniya ke rang ab bemani hain,
Vish judai ka phail gaya hai sab jagah,
Jeewan ki umango mein!






To Smile Without You

Don’t worry my beloved,
This heart is not sad now,
It tries to smile off and on,
The situation is not so bad now!

When it sees your picture,
It finds its reason to smile,
Imagining you to be around,
For quite some while!

I give it hope you will come some day,
And make an effort to comfort it,
Now somehow it is optimistic,
That its beloved will not desert it!!!






Beloved A Looser?

I am in tears n pain in your memory,
Suffering untold agony in love,
You might be happy in your life,
But you are a looser too!

You are a bigger looser,
Because you missed the greatest treasure,
Of the limitless love I’have for you,
The heavenly love it would have gifted to you!

The greatest feeling of being loved,
By a lover extremely mad for you,
You hav lost the Himalayan peaks,
Of sacrifices I would have made for you!

Once my heart n mind would’ve been,
In your custody for playful love,
Worldly things howsoever little or more,
Would’ve become, in the supreme joy, immaterial to you!!!









Ahi Bhi Gar Tu aa Jaye

Abhi bhi tum aa jao meri duniya mein,
Aankhen bicha kar baithe hein hum,
Chod denge aj bhi sab kuch tere liye,
Aa jao sanam kahan ho tum!

Bhul jayenge sab gam tanhaiyon ke,
Itne saal jo hamne jhele hain,
Sine se laga lenge pyar se hamesha ke liye,
Dukho ke pahar bhi gar le aaoge agar tum!

Khade hain teri rahon mein,
Ummidon ke armaan liye,
Eik jhalak teri paane ko,
Aansuon ke tuphan liye!

Zinda hain tere intezar mein,
Pal-pal zi rahe hain hum,
Mar-mar ke har lamha,
Lahu zindagi ka pi rahe hain hum!!!


Zindagi hi Zindagi

Zudai mili hai mujhe zindagi mein,
Phir bhi zinda rahunga mein,
Zehar pikar bhi teri yaad ka,
Zindadili se zi loonga mein!

Dubo doonga mushakkat mein,
Apni tanhaiyon ke andheron ko,
Luta kar pyar ko zahan par,
Uncha utha doonga pyar ko!

Khus rahunga hamesha ke liye,
Tera naam lelekar mein,
Baantunga khushiyon ke diye,
Teri yaadon ke jharokho se mein!

Kasak tere pyar ki,
Dil mein chupa rakhooga mein,
Aayegi eik din to kabhi tu,
Ummid ke diye zala rakhoonga mein!
Bas Gayi Hai Teri Tasveer

Bas gayi hai is dil ki,
Gahraiyon mein yuon jaane jaan,
Khoon-e-dil karke bhi na nikalegi,
Teri tasveer jaane jaana!

Har zarre pe dil ke har kone mein,
Is kadar tera nam hai,
Goonjega zahan toophan se,
Khol kar dekhoge jab ise jaane jaan!!!
Kaise Pharen Ye Tasveer

Bahut tadpati hai teri tasveer,
Daman se jise laga rakhe hain,
Dil behlaane ka saaman samajh kar,
Seene mein chupa rakhe hain!

Dekhte hain bar-bar ise,
Isse batein hum karte rehte hain,
Diwane se hokar hamesha,
Aahein hi bharte rehte hain!

Bahut pareshan jab hote hain,
Gussa bhi kar uthte hain hum,
Kyon na phar dein ise hum,
Apne dil se yeh kehte hain!

Tasveer phad kar par hum,
Sakoon kya paa lenge,
Dil mein chapi tasveer dekh kar,
Aansu phir bahayenge!!!

How To Forget

He tried hard to forget the beloved,
Who had aroused the love at first sight in his heart,
But could not do it because,
It would tear his soul apart!

The Best Gift for the Beloved

Loving the beloved like a devotee,
Being lost in her thoughts all the time,
Will not make her happy,
For any such reason or rhyme!

Disciplined that she is to the core,
She would rather like you to work hard,
Be chirrupy and smily,
She want you to be happy and smart!

Default ocurred at the crucial time,
You are well aware,
There is no point crying over the spilt milk,
Future belongs to those who dare!

Dedication and hard work is your armour,
In this struggle of love,
Perseverence n balanced mind can only,
Keep you afloat in this stormy ocean of love!

Would you want your beloved,
To beget an ailing heart, body n mind,
Surely, you would like to gift her,
A beloved who is at an high and not lagging behind!!!


Rise in Love

Honour the great sentiment,
Love is indeed supreme,
They say ‘Love is God’,
It makes you realize your most vital dream!

The dream of begetting your beloved,
The most precious possesion one can have,
In this world full of idiosynchronicities,
That is the priceless jewel one can have!

Therfore, friend, you must never fall in love,
In love, one must rise,
Rise above the pain of separation,
Don’t be a foolish lover, be dedicated and wise!!!
******




Bring Back the Color
in My Life
Waiting anxiously over the years,
This lover is here for you,
My soul is thirsty for a glimpse of you,
Come back soon without any more delay, O Dear!

Come and color my heart and mind all over,
With the color of your love,
Drown me for once and all,
And save me from this slow death, O Dear!!!
Waiting for that Day

My heart says my love is true,
We shall surely meet one day,
My wait will not be fruitless,
You shall be with me one day!

The smile will be back on my face,
Spring will be around again,
Birds will chirup again for me,
This heart will dance with love again one day!

The tears will then leave these eyes for ever,
The sparkle will be back again,
My garden of love will be in bloom again,
The gods will smile on me one day!!!
*******





Milegi Eik Din Zaroor Tu

Milenge eik din zaroor hum,
Dil ko aapki bahut aas hai,
Man-mayur nachega eik din,
Bas eik kali ghata ki bat hai!

Eik din tum aaogi jab,
Thandi hawaon mein man machlega,
Is dil ki bagiya mein bahar aayegi tab,
Jo saalon se udaas hai!

Ji raha hun us din ke liye,
Dilruba, tu ponchegi jis din in aansuon ko,
Bahon mein bhar lenge sada ke liye tumhen,
Bahut gahari is man ki pyas hai!!!






Maane Na

Bahut samjhaya is dil ko,
Par kyon yeh maane na,
Who ho gaye hain paraye,
Yeh kyon jaane na!

Pukarata hai ghari-ghari,
Ise Paaglon si dhun hai lagi,
Kuch na yeh sune hai meri,
Kahe use abhi hi laane ja!

Bachpana sa cha gaya hai is par,
Jaata gyon nahi yeh aiye Khuda mein mar,
Kuch to mujh par raham kar,
Kahi jamana hame diwaana thane na!!!

*******




I Feel You

You are far away,
Why I feel you are nearby somewhere,
Someone is dying for a glimpse of you,
Yet feels your sweet smile around here!

If I close my eyes to rest my heart,
It beats still faster as it sees you there,
When I open them in a huff,
In the horizon far away again your images glare!

It appears you know what is going on in this heart,
Tell me how to pull on in this dark,
Why don’t you come and hold my hand,
And deliver me from this delirium O dear!!!
*******





Khush Hokar Jiyo

Dukhi na hona kisi ki yaad mein,
Mehsoos karna uske pyar ko dil mein,
Muskrana yadon mein uski,
Uske gam mein nahi, uski khusi mein jeena tum!

Yaad aaye kisiki bahut,
Dil ko bahut sataye agar kabhi,
Tasvir ko uski dil se laga kar,
Haskar usse batein kar lena tum!

Man pareshan ho kahi zyada jab,
Jindgi phiki si lage kabhi,
Aankho se aansu na nikalane dena,
Sapno mein mulakat usse kar lena tum!!!
********





Tumhara Bahana

Ye dil bana hi tha shayad tutne ke liye,
Tumhara to ek bahana hi hai,
Is jaan ne to tadpana hi tha,
Dukh to isne paana hi hai!

Pyar ka afsana banana hi tha,
Rishta hamara purana jo hai,
Milke tumhe bichudna hi tha,
Sada se pyar ka tarana yehi jo hai!

Bikharta hai dil yon hi jahan mein,
Aisa ye sansar bhagwan ne banaya hi hai,
Tadpate dilon se milti hai bhawaron ko jindagi,
Shama ne unko to jalana hi hai!!!
*********





Your Eyes

I don’t know what is there in your eyes,
Why I can’t take mine off them,
Why my whole world seems to exist therein,
Why I find deep solace in them!

The shine in your eyes,
Give the light of life to me,
You were there with me for long then,
Now your image is doing the same for me!

The naughtiness in your eyes,
Bring the sparkle in my life,
When they blinked in extreme joy,
I found the reason for my existence in them!!!
********





IZHAAR

Chaha jaan se badhkar tumhe,
Rahe tumhare liye sada bekrar,
Phir kyon nahi kiya humne,
Tumse apne pyar ka izhaar!

Na kiya tumse vada kyon kabhi,
Nahi kiya koi iqrar,
Aakhon hi aankhon mein,
Kyon kardi tujhpe phir yeh jaan nisaar!

Sapno ki duniya mein kyon jiye hum,
Agar karna hi tha hame pyar,
Kyon hame tadpana tha teri yaad mein yoon,
Kyon karna padta sari zindagi hame intezar!!!






Ehsaan Tera

Ehsaan tera hum mante hai,
Jo tune apni tasveer di hamein.
Dil na diya koi baat nahi,
Teri yadon se bhari taqdeer to di hamein!

Teri bahon mein bahein dalkar chalne ka,
Waqt mila pyar ki rahon mein.
Haqikat mein nahi khwabon mein hi sahi,
Tu aayi to meri nigahon mein!

Mast-nigahi se aapne pukara hamein,
Us khudai ne jaise panah de di ho hamein.
Khuda-hafiz bolne ke liye hi sahi,
Pyar se ek baar nihara to hamein!

Yuun to khuskismati thi hi kahan,
In hathon ki masuum lakiron mein.
Ujagar ho gayi ye wiraan zindagi,
Khayal-e-dilwar ki hasin zanziron mein!

Jaan se kimti ho gayi yeh,
Teri tasveer is jaan ke liye.
Man ko behlaane ke liye hi sahi,
Zariya jine ka de gayi ho tum hamein!!!



A GIFT OF LOVE

I have spent this life in your memory,
Having sipped the poison of separation smilingly,
Unable to convey my sorrow to you,
Assimilating your love in the heart so quietly !

Everyday I miss you all the time,
Feeling very sad deep inside,
My heart intensely longs to meet you,
But fears getting drowned in this tide!

You are always in my vision,
Why should I not embrace you,
But thirsty remains this heart,
Even with the sea so close in view !

I get lost in the bliss of your memories,
Even enjoying the tears I the process,
Nights regain their youthfulness in your dreams,
Having united with you in the dreamy success!

This life has become a sad story though,
I’d prefer you always in happiness,
Always praying for your pleasure,
To feel my happiness in your blessedness !

To gift you something special,
Has always been my desire,
I have gifted my lifetime in your memory,
To go on till I am ashened in my pyre !!!


THREAD OF LOVE

Enslavened in your love,
I have been for centuries,
In the hope of meeting you,
In the solitude of your memories !

This heart wants to tell you in person,
The desire is intense inside,
That the separation has become very painful,
Praying to Him always to be my guide !

Please come and see the twirls,
In the depths of this heart,
Bleeding to death is this soul,
Writhing in the pain of love !

Fear of being rebuked,
Has forced me never to express,
Very delicate is indeed is this thread of love,
Please don’t break me in this stress !!!

EK PYAR KI SAUGAT

Teri yadon mein zindagi guzar di hamne,
Haste haste zudai ka zahar pi liya,
Aah tujh tak apni pahunchane ki himmat na kar sake,
Pyar tera is dil mein hi zazb kar liya !

Yaad aati hai bahut aapki,
Har waqt ham tadpate rahate hain,
Dil tarsata hai bahut milne ko tumhe,
Par naraz na ho zao, isliye zigar kar liya !

Saamne rahti ho tum aakho ke sada,
Kyon na dil se laga lein tumhe,
Par samandar ke paas reh kar bhi kyon,
Tanha pyasa rahane ka hamne irada kar liya !

Yaadon mein teri mast ho gaye hain is tarah,
Aansuon mein maza hai aane laga,
Raatein jawan hain tumhare sapno se,
Aapki parchhayee se jaise hamne nikah kar liya !

Zindagi apni to gamgeen ho hi gayi hai ab,
Teri mehfil ke rang mein bhang na karenge,
Duaayen dete rahenge teri khairiyat ki sada,
Teri khusi mein apna gam kar liya !

Dil mein hamesha tamanna,
Pyar ka tohfa aapko dene ki,
Tere pyar ki saugat mein hamne,
Apni jan ko fida kar diya !!!


KACHHA DHAGA

Bandhe hain sadiyon se,
Tere pyar ki rubaiyon mein hum,
Tujhe milne ki ummidon mein,
Teri yaadon ki tanhaiyon mein hum !

Kabhi to aapka didar hoga hamein,
Ek ummid si hai dil mein teri,
Kahan tha kitna chahte hain,
Kitan tadpate hain teri zudaiyon mein hum!

Shayad kabhi dekh payein aap,
Hamare dil ki gahraiyon mein,
Kitna khoon-e-zigar bahaya hai hamne,
Kitna tarse hain tere pyar ki rahon mein hum !

Kahin tor na do is dil ko,
Isliye kabhi keh na paye aaj talak,
Bada pyara hai yeh pyar ka kuchha dhaga,
Toot gaya to zi na payenge hum !!!

WHY THIS WAIT?

Why this heart keeps waiting always,
When I know you will never come,
Why doesn’t this longing end,
And this life stops being bothersome?

Why don’t these eyes get tired,
Of looking at your imaginary image,
That these form in the blank space,
An ‘illusion’ as goes the adage!

Why do you keep visiting me,
In my dreams to please my heart,
It hurts me intensely when,
I can’t find you around on getting up, My Sweetheart!!!
*****




Yadon Ke Sahare

Zindagi adhuri si hai bin tere,
Teri kami hamesha ka gam hai,
Jiye jate hain phir bhi O Sanam,
Teri yadon ka hasin chaman zo hai!

Pyari hai tu inteha hamein,
Aur na zitna pyara koi,
Par teri yaad hai tujhse bhi pyari,
Teri yaad mein rahein yeh aankhein khoyi!

Kisi zadoo ki tamanna hai is dil ko,
Waqt badalne ki ummeed hai,
Kabhi zaroor milogi tum hamein,
Jab tu dil mein itni qareeb hai!!!
*****





Fairy Aaj ke Sapna Mein Phir

Aaj phir aayi aap sapne mein,
Eik yaadgar bankar dubara se,
Man muskraya jhoomkar khushi Mein,
Zindagi suhani ho gayi phirse jane kaise!

Pari ban kar baithe the aap,
Eik unchi si stage par,
Nihar rahe the bade pyar se,
Aapko hum mantramugdh hokar!

Bahut sankoch se aapne manga humse,
Hamare haath mein gift dekhkar,
Hum to sab kuch lekar baithe the,
Aapko dene ki sochkar!

Naraz na ho jao kahin aap,
Isliye hum kuch keh na pa rahe the,
Dil-o-jaan sab aapka hi to hai,
Apne man se kahe ja rahe the!

Ishara jo kiya aapne hamein,
Dil ki muraad poori ho gayi jaise,
Sab gift aapke pehloo mein dal diye,
Aage badhkar humne kuch aise!

Eik zadoo sa ho gaya tabhi,
Tohphe girte ja rahe the aapke kadamon mein,
An-ginat ho gaye yeh kaise,
Anant phool jaise hon baharon mein!


Muskrate ja rahe the aap,
Meri sakpakahat dekh kar,
Tabhi kiss kar liya aapne hamein,
Neer hamari aankhon mein jhalakate pakar!

Meri khusi ki nami thi who,
Zannat mein hulare kha raha tha mein,
Tabhi bedard neend yeh dhokha hua,
Aapko samne na pakar aankhein malta za raha tha mein!

Ya Khuda, kisi aise sapne mein yuun hi,
Aapke saath magn houn mein, jab,
Aapse batein aapke aagosh mei karta hua,
Utha lena zahaan se aise mein tab!!!
*****


Wages of Love
A true lover has no desire,
But to be a lover for ever,
He doesn’t want anything from the beloved,
But just the love itself!

Even if the beloved can’t meet,
All the better for the simple reason,
Keep the feelings close at heart,
Keep away the passion of the season!

No desires to get a look,
Or get into the beloved’s eyes,
He’s afraid that he might get proudy,
Prefering to be in his humble pies!

Never wishing to ever receive,
Any gift as a token of love,
He would rather not be a labourer in love,
So won’t receive any wages for love!!!
***

PROXIMITY IN LOVE

They say love doesn’t need proximity,
Coz it is a matter of heart,
Distances don’t matter in love,
Lovers are close even when apart!

Craving and care are however,
The basic ingradients of love,
Cravings to meet the beloved,
And physical care akin to dove!

Sacrifices are vital in love,
But you can not sacrifice the love itself,
Therefore proximity is important,
Being the core necessity itself!

Without an craving for proximity,
Love os nothing but love’s mockery,
Love is fulfiled in closeness,
Distances must not be but transitory!!!
PEACE N LOVE
Don’t give me in such abundance,
Love and peace of heaven and mind,
That I crave for more and more,
Even when you are so kind!

Let me keep in sight,
The blesings in their true value,
Never to underestimate what I have,
And be in possession of all true virtue!!!
*****
GUNAH-GAR
Na dikha shokhi,
Kisi nakhre ka mohtaj nahi huun mein,
Diwana hi sahi teri nazar mein,
Magar koi gunah-gar nahi huun mein!

Phir bhi eik din aisa,
Gunah kar jaoonga mein,
Kisi pyari si chiz par,
Yeh jaan nisar kar jaoonga mein!

Eik ajeeb parvana hun mein,
Kismat ka naya bahana huun mein,
Nazaron mein teri kho gaya,
Kuch aisa hasin aphsana huunmein!

Na jano, O Shama badnasib ho tum,
Bahut hasin ho basi mere jehn mein ho tum,
Tadpogi meri yaad mein bahut,
Tumhari roshni mein phana jab ho jaoonga mein!!!


BAHANA
Tumhe milne ka to ek bahana hi tha,
Is dil ko to kisi pe aana hi tha,
Bhaware ko ishq pharmana hi tha,
Dil tudwa kar khud ko tadpana hi tha!
*****





WHY CAN’T YOU

Why can’t those days come back again,
When you were in my sight n around,
Why can’t I get to see you again,
I want to hear again that sweet sound!

Where is the cute face,
Looing at whom I never got tired,
And still longing to have a glance,
That’s all inlife I’ve desired ever!

I desperately want to see that smile again,
Show me that leisurely stance again please,
I want you again to crack jokes on me today,
Again I want to experience that romance please!

Why can’t I have my wish fulfilled,
Why can’t I beget your love,
Why I have to long for another life,
Why I have to wait so long for your love!

This life seems to be a waste,
Without your proximity, O Dear,
No other desire attracts me now,
I just crave for you to be near!!!
*****






DOOR
Dor hai mehbooba paas nahi,
Use hamari betaabiyon ka ehsas nahi,
Kismat mein maut bhi nahi likhi ho jaise,
Kabhi is swas mein aata saans nahi!
***





BEKHYALI

Na jaane who bekhyali mein,
Zindagi hai hamari behali mein,
Tadpata hai koi machli ki tarah,
Zeeta hai majnu-si badhali mein!!!

***



GAMGEEN

Ummidein toot chuki hain,
Tere milne ki sab tarah se,
Viraan dil ka jahan ho gaya hai,
Gambhari judai ki tadap se!!!

***



DREAMFUL STILL
Dreamful in memory of the beloved,
A little poor boy of yesteryears,
Lost in the thoughts and pain,
Of the events that’re never to be!

The beloved must’ve forgotten by now,
Even the face of this soul pitiable as it were,
Restless as it is still,
For a glimpse of its love yet to be!
Memories may fade with time,
And love could’ve been forgoten,
Yet a true love can’t help but,
Cry wishfully for replay of the past that was!
***







Enlightened Remembrances

Don't live in sadness,
Of someone's memory,
Don't make your life,
An unhappy story!
Let the eternal love,
That you have for your beloved,
Engulf the cosmos,and
Pervade the whole creation!
Let it show through all,
The actions of your daily life,
Let it be bestowed upon,
The fellow beings who crave for it!
When the people will smile,
Out of your loving deeds,
You will get the heavenly pleasure,
Almost as great as from the beloved!
Of course, that can't replace,
The craving that you have,
But that exactly will be,
The source of the incessant love!
That will make you feel proud,
At the great endowment,
As rarely does a human-being,
Get to achieve this sacred sacrificial state!
Because you loved and greatly,
Still controlled yourself,
For you had your beloved's interest,
Supreme in your heart!
You could sacrifice your feelings,
At the altar of love,
That indeed was a remarkable feat,
At that tender age!
You were so strong then,
Don't weaken now,
Let the love triumph,
And win over the mundane feelings!
Those sweet memories are,
Indeed hard to forget,
They are painful of course,
And may even invite frustration!
That frustration should not make,
You reactive or reactionary,
True love demands that,
That is the essence of your love!!!


Realization of God thru Love
Your name was a source of solace and happiness,
How can it not be now?
Your thought was a prayer for me then,
Even now it is a great meditaion for me.
Your sight gave me pleasure in those difficult days,
When the world was being so harsh to me.
You gave me a reason to smile and be hopeful,
When my life seemed full of darkness!
No wonder I realised my God in you,
I started worshipping you in my heart.
You became the fulfillment of life, And
Your aura transformed the life for me!
Of course, all this you were unaware of,
As did it became a habit with me.
Thought of telling you did occur to me,
But the fear of rejection deterred it!
Your picture took a permanent place in my heart,
Witnessing it became a routine for me.
I could not control my excitement,
When I got to know where you could be!
Unwise, I tried to approach you,
Not realising your possible reaction.
Your thoughts over the decades had made me so close,
As to blur the distance you were from me!
Sorry, indeed if I offended you,
I mistook my worship for your kindness.
Gods are indeed only for worship,
Its rare for them to be pleased on devotees!
I won’t request you for ‘darshan’ now,
Though that is my secret hope of life.
Whether God grants it or not,
My pleasure n happiness lives in this prayer!!!

Everlasting Love

Painful memories of my love teased me again,
As I passed thru a place you frequented!
Your face again smiled at me,
The moment the old thoughts flashed in my mind!
My heart started crying again,
As to why I lost you,
Why I didn't expess my feelings to you,
At the right moment!
Now you are so far away,and yet so close in my heart!
You are always alive lke a picture in my eyes,
Your Words, Your jokes which I so quietly listened,
Why I was so afraid to say it then!
You are now someone else's and happy,
I know you can't be mine in this life!
The distances are too large to bridge,
But still my heart longs for you, day n night!
It says you are not far, you are right here,
You can't be lost to me as you are mine!
Is it your innerself (soul) that it is talking about?
Or is it that I have gone blind in your love?
You will continue to be in my thoughts for ever,
That I am pretty sure about!
You will always be with me,
Alive in my being so long as I live
This bond is eternal, you believe or not,
This love is mad, that is so granted!
Either you cease to exist in God’s scheme of things,
Or I will perish in your memories and tears!!



Promise O Beloved!

You could not be mine,
In this life!
My heart’s wish
Remains unfulfilled!!
Can you make, even if false one’
A promise to meet me in the next life!
Let me at least live with this hope,
As the agony of love is too much to bear!!
If I die with this wish unfulfilled,
The soul is going to remain restless!
I would be wandering in between,
The heaven and the earth in your search!!









Beloved as God

No one in this journey of life
Has been closer to me than your thoughts!
The hope of meeting you some day,
Is keeping me going!!
I have forgotten even God
In the intensity of your memory!
I have sinned before Him
By worshipping you more than Him!!
Living in the hope that,
You will be near some day!
You are in the heart at the place
Where Gods abode is!!
The wait is too much,
But it is all worth it!
For the path to the heaven,
Of love can’t be short!!





Oblivious of My Love

You are busy and lost,
In the fast lane of your life!
Oblivious of the storm,
Of love I am confronting!!
Trying so hard as I am,
To contain this storm!
Dying to prevent myself
From distracting your pace!!
To tell or not to tell, O beloved,
This heart is seriously ill!
It is suffering so much in your love,
Shouldn’t you share the pain a bit?
But how can I tell you,
Unless I know you will understand!
How can I know until I an sure,
That you will not break my heart?





Self-Control in Love

Blindness pervades all through the wisdom,
When your memories become too overwhelming.
Heart wants to fly all over the continents,
To reach you and pour all tears before you!
It does not realize that you are no more your own,
That you are already given to someone else.
It does not understand that worldly rules are different,
Far opposed to the imageries of love!
How far this will continue to torture me?
Who will tell me to remain in senses?
I constantly wish to control my thoughts,
But they go haywire all the time!
May God flow His wisdom into me,
May He bless me through His love.
May my mind be in constant prayer,
So that your thoughts do not distract me from duties!
Even asking for your help is risky,
I fear you might despice that.
I dare not risk any angry wink from you,
Because my life hinges on the strings of your ‘supposed’ love!









Sad in Love
Tears cloud my vision,
The moment your memories get intense.
Why is that the world has
Become such a sad experience for me?
I thought I was a perfect guy,
To face the challenges of life.
But why did I trip,
When you came in my life?
Your remembrance has put the brakes,
On all the activities of my life.
Nothing seems to be happening here,
Except the gloominess all around!
Now that even you have abandoned me,
Where should I look for solace?
Your hope was my only thread of life,
Now there is nothing but darkness abound!
I pray please don’t break the hope,
Let me live for some years more.
And love this life so long as you are,
Present there in any horizon of this creation!!!


Missing u

Missing you again,
This unlucky friend of urs.
Crying his heart again,
In your memory!

Can God be kind enough,
To give me a glimpse,
Of my beloved,
Of my dear in whose memory, i am so mad!!!
Not Complaining

Oblivious of my broken heart,
You are busy in your own life,
Winning laurels everywhere,
While I destroy myself in your memory!

But I’ve no complaints to make,
My heart is my own enemy,
Its bent upon killing my soul,
While you enjoy your glory!

Will someone go and tell you,
I am on the death-bed in your love,
Perhaps none other but God can do that,
As only he knows my heart’s story!!!






At Your Mercy

Your memories are deeply entrenched,
In these deep breaths that so often benumb my heart,
All the time through the day,
Inactivating my daily life so distressfully!

Your charming love has hypnotized,
The soul that lies inside this body,
Affecting the very source of life,
And this heart ability n energy!

Your love has deeply pervaded,
The heart, soul and the breath,
I have become a prisoner of yours,
Please come soon, I am at your mercy!!!






Living Without You

It has been an uphill task,
Severely taxing my heart and mind,
I have learnt to live without you,
And carried on with this life’s grind!

Your love’s strength and nothing else,
Could have given me this inspiraton,
Your constant presence in my heart and dreams,
And your existence as my final destination!

Feeling you constantly within me,
And your spirit of life firmly behind,
I live this life moment to moment,
The heavens have been unusually kind!!!






Is It true love?

My love for you is not a fiction,
It is not a simple infatuation,
The signs of true love are there,
Everywhere showing that you r my destination!

This love had spontaneous birth,
The very first moment I saw you,
When I didn’t even know who you were,
Not even what were you!

A picture similar to you,
I had been drawing since long ago,
On the canvas and in my eyes,
Much before I met you!

Then, throughout the period you were in proximity,
My eyes would never get off you,
For years I quenched their thirst thus,
And had even decided to propose to you!

But, Alas! Some bad omen fell on our love,
Someone told me of the higher status of yours,
I got trapped in the argument,
Imaginign my love to be against the best interest of yours!

Dropped though the idea of proposing,
I couldn’t remove you from my heart,
Till date I’ve been suffering for the mistake,
Crying in the memories of my beloved smart!

My condition has become almost mad-like,
Romancing myself imaginarily all the time,
Creating memoirs for you,
Thinking of you all the time!!!







Lucky Me

Isn’t it a hell of a luck,
To think of you and get you in dreams,
I thought you will never be around again,
But then you were in the teams!

Wanted to have a glimpse of yours,
Was afraid that I’d never be lucky to get,
To know even how you looked now,
And then itself your snap was there on the net!

How your thoughts flow now,
And the beauty of your soul’s energy,
All came open to my heart’s desire,
As you postd your msg in great synergy!


Lucky indeed I am still,
Must be grateful to the Almighty,
Blessed you free from my undeserving destiny,
As He fulfilled my wishes so nicely!!!












Love or Livelihood

Couldn’t express my love to then,
Thinking you would be uncomfortable,
Wid the modest means I had then,
Perhaps that was the greatest mistake!

I doubted your faith in love,
Thinkng you would prefer wealth to love,
In the false belief of sacrifice,
I deprived you of my love!

Little realising that there is nothing superior,
To the love that is God,
That it was a supreme gift,
He has given to us all!

That’s why I’ve been suffering now,
Over the years in your memory,
As a punishment for berating the value,
Of the heavens with the humble earth!!!
God
Is
the eternal energy that is all pervasive,
the source of life within living beings,
the intensity of which
varies with our karmic past and present.
Bow
b4
the eternal energy
Which
drives people and animals beyond their minimal needs
to
achieve higher goals and activity levels than are required for mere survival and simple comfort.
And
also b4 the drive which entails giving, even to the unknown
persons, comfort and love to others without any selfishness but the live itself.